I do not know what has gotten into me. I’m starting to question everything. I guess I’m not good enough for anything,anybody and everyone. I feel like shit right now. I know I will not sleep to ight but I can’t continue with such negative conversation. You mean a lot to me and I do not want to hurt you. I guess I might as well drown my sorrow in a hot bathe and remain there till I’m feeling better. Goodnight world.